teenagedreams

 Hey it's been such a long time! Well basically a whole year as this is the summer after!
So many things happened during this freaking year,that makes me thankful and sad as well.
Well from now and on I'm attending the high school!
I met so many people there andd I made new friendships whilst I kept the same best friends,Also omg guys guess who finally has a boyfriendddddd well yeah that would  be me and we're together for less than 7 months,it's crazy omg I can't realise it.
Also I went to maaaany parties and alcoholl is freeee hihihihiihih guess who returned back drunk yesterday ?
Wine,vodka,whiskey,liquerr everythinggg,But if you're drinnking you need to be responsible and don't take the seat of driving please.
Secondly my grandpa passed away and eventhough we weren't that close,it hurt me a lot..I couldn't even goodbye him..this was the day that was my first date with my crush and suddenly my phone rang and mum was on the other edge and told me those bad news..

1. Always take pictures of the sky when it’s pretty, it probably won’t ever look like that again.
2. Wear that skirt you like, even if you’re mom says it’s too short.
3. Take off the dark eyeliner and nail polish once in a while, you’ll feel lighter.
4. Chop off your hair if you want, it will grow back eventually.
5. Count the freckles on your arms and draw lines between them, your skin is like the night sky.
6. Sleep under six blankets with the fan on high in the middle of the winter, the sound is soothing.
7. Tell that boy to stop touching your thigh, even if it is flattering.
8. Say 'Thank you!' and flash a smile when you’re sister says that you’re outfit is ugly.
9. Raise your hand when you know the answer, even if the class is all upperclassmen.
10. Read that book again, you’ll notice something you didn’t the first time.
11. Don’t drink too much caffeine, you’ll get the jitters and bomb your math test.
12. Wear pencils behind your ears, it’s convenient.
13. Try to talk to people, it won’t kill you.
14. When a cute boy tries to cheat off your test, write the wrong answers and change them later.
15. It’s ok to feel happy, don’t let other peoples sadness make you feel bad.

So you think skinnier is better? You think having less fat on you is better? Let me tell you what's better. Being healthy is better. Having strong bones is better. Having shiny hair is better. Having amazing skin is better. Wanna know what's worse? Bones showing is worse. Having weak hair is worse. Bones breaking with a fall is worse. Your health means so much more than showing your bones. Stand in front of a mirror and look at yourself. Realize that you have skin, and say "I'm skinny!". Skinny doesn't mean beautiful. Being you means beautiful. You're beautiful and amazing, and you deserve so much. Don't let someone who just used a bad word to describe you, affect you negatively in life, because he is wrong. Never let bullies make you feel useless. You are so much more than that, and I love you, and you are wonderful. Okay.

So go out and show your amazing body!It's summer:)
You don't have time to losee!Just do it!

I hope you like it!
Contact with me!! My twitter @StymmingsMaria I would love to hear your ideas!And also subscribe to my youtube channel MarisBeautyGirl I'm going to post bunchh of videos now that school is overr! :DD
Lots of love xx

1.Would you rather go out with messy hair and nice make-up or Nice hair and no make-up?Probably go out with nice hair and no make-up! I think they frame my face:D 

2.Would you rather shave your eyebrows or have your eyelashes fall out?Hmmm shave my eyebrows?!? I have no idea maybe I will "fill" them :P
Heyyyy Kyl ! x

3.Would you rather be forced to shop at only MAC or Sephora for the rest of your life?
Sephoooora all the wayy:D Cause it includes a bunch of different brands!:D

4.Would you rather wear lipgloss/lipliner look or 80's perm?
The first one for suuuuuuuuuure! :P 

5.Would you rather leave the house with an obvious foundation line or overdone blush?
Hhahahahahahah i think an overdone blush!:P

6.Would you rather wear MC Hammer pants or biker shorts in public?
Biker shorts cause they roock 
7.Would you rather have a bad orange-y spray tan or really weird tan lines that can't be covered?
Idk both of those situations are shiiiiit.
8.Would you rather have a bad haircut or bad hair color?
Bad hair color cause at least I could style it as I want!
9.Would you rather have youtube or twitter taken away forever?
Twitterr :/ Sorry Twitterr :/

10. Would you rather give up using makeup brushes or mascara?
Makeup brushes of courseeee I can't live without mascara:D 

1. Low Self-Esteem – Being a teenager isn’t easy on the self-esteem. From a changing body to the appearance of pimples, it can seem as if Mother Nature herself is conspiring against you to negatively affect your level of self-confidence. When the self-esteem level drops below a certain point, it’s not uncommon to become depressed.
2. Insecurities. We are insecure about everything!Appearance,body,personality etc.
   If you have been through from Depression or you are passing this right now I just want you to know that you are perfect!
   But please think for a moment about you human being! DAMN! You are unique!
   There's no definition of beautiful!And who cares about all those models ?You are unique and way REALLY prettier cause you are yourself!The person who will love will be someone special cause he/she will she your special heart!Cause if you pass through something like this that means that you are STRONG ENOUGH TO GET OVER THIS,AND YOU HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING SENSITIVE HEART!
   I had passed this issue and I know how you're feeling!Don't forget that even the most beautiful creatures deals with those issues! YOU'RE NOT ALONE.Just take a moment and look for the people around you!The majority of them doesn't show their real feelings to you cause they are probably afraid,cause we are living in a FUCKED UP SYSTEM.
   YOU ARE PERFECT OK?AND I REALLY MEAN IT!
   YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF AND THEM YOU'LL SEE HOW PEOPLE WILL START LOVE YOU TOO!IT REALLY WORKED TO ME!

THROW AWAY THOSE BLADES AND DON'T EVER DO THIS TO YOURSELF!

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU THAT IS READIND NOW THIS SHIT!

I REALLY DO AND I DO CARE FOR YOU! 

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!

BELIEVE IT PLEASE ! I BEG YOU!

“Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough” 

― Oprah Winfrey